Warcraft: Part 1

Okay, Okay. I know what you're thinking. "Oh my god... She has a huge list of websites for World of Warcraft (Also known as WoW). AND SHE'S GIVING A BIO/REVIEW FOR ALL OF THEM!!! What. A. Nerd." Well, in my defense, I did prewarn you about this from the very beginning. (If you missed out, it's located to your left on this screen in the "About Me" section.) Here's a list of the websites I use for WoW. I might be forgetting a few, but these are the one I have saved in my bookmarks. And no, I DO NOT intend on turning this blog into a crazed Warcraft player scripture. I just enjoy playing this MMORPG (Massive Multiplayer Online Role-Playing Game) and would like to share the knowledge I have obtained with my readers. So yes, there will continue to be posts on other topics that are not Warcraft related. =)

Movies, Shows and Converting Files

I thought it was time that I shared the websites that I use pretty much daily for movies, shows and converting files. These website URLs change periodically, but they are the BEST!!!

Guardians **A Poem**

Guardians of sands and time,

She prays that you will hear her rhyme.

Help you daughter to clear her mind,

Depression has exposed and turned her blind.

Guardians of prayer and spell,

She beseeches you to make her well.

Aid your daughter with what she needs.

Depression seems to turn her weak.

Guide her through her life's task,

Teach her not to wear her mask.

Shield her from points and stares,

It feels as if no on cares.

Guardians of health and well being, 

 Clear away these painful feelings.

Leave her with no tears of sorrow.

Leave her with no fears for tomorrow.

Take away the anger and madness.

Take away her depressing sadness.

Endless Void **A Poem**

I slip into an endless void

Where time just passes by.

A darkened hallway with no doors,

And only God know why.

I slip into an endless void

Where there I lose my mind.

A black hole sucks me in,

To leave this world behind.

I slip into an endless void,

Where I am all alone.

A bottomless pit with no end,

The life I live is a lie.

I slip into an endless void,

Where there I shed my tears.

A lonesome room in a deserted place,

Where I cry all my tears.

Quote

"I need to clear the path I'm walking. I can't move on if I keep tripping over you."

Eclipse **A Poem**

You were the eclipse to the empty hole in my heart. 

Covering and masking the pain I was feeling. 

Too beautiful for me to look at too long without being blinded by your brilliance. 

Too bad you only lasted for a moment, leaving in your wake a bigger hole of pain than was already there. Silently moving on just like the Moon from the Sun. 

And you know what's funny? 

Given the chance I would let you hide my pain again, for those few brief moments that it pleases you.

Knowing that you will only cause more pain when you leave again.

Just like an eclipse, when the Moon leaves the Sun.

She Doesn't Love You Anymore **A Song**

I don't know how to deal 

With the emotions that I feel.

This pain inside 

Well it seems so unreal.

I've never felt this type of longing before.

I've never felt.

I've never felt.

I see you walk right on by.

Did you notice me?

I've loved you all along.

But she doesn't love you anymore.

I smile

Do you notice me this time?

I see your face.

Though rips my heart apart,

I'll be here for you.

And though it hurts

Can you hear me?

I try anyway

Are you listening?

Cause she don't love you anymore.

The pain inside

It shows in your eyes.

Be mine, be mine.

Be mine.

Cause I smile

Although it kills me.

I know I must be strong

For when you need a shoulder to cry on.

And I'll be here,

Cause I've loved you all along.

And I smile

Do you notice me?

I see your face.

Though it rips my hear apart,

I'll be here for you.

And though it hurts

Can you hear me?

I try anyway

Are you listening?

But she don't love you anymore.

Quote

" Love is the worst sickness of them all. Like cancer it's incurable. Slowly eating away at you until there's nothing left but a hollow version of once you once were."

Quote

"No amount of pain medication can take away the pain in my heart."

Quote

"Pretty words are the mos poisonous. Beautiful when said, but still deadly in the end."

Quote

"Saying LOL when you're crying your heart out. Pretending it doesn't hurt."

Oh, Boo Radely **A Poem**

The darkness we felt cascaded around the facade he harbored in.

And to my recollection, none had seen him since before we were born.

No more than a phantom he was to us,

Existing, yet not, in our memory.

He travels through night when the moon is down low.

Freezing azaleas with his cold breath.

Oh Boo Radley, 

Have you not gone mad, trapped in that lonely house of yours?

Oh Boo Radely,

It is not your fault that your mind is ingenious.

Oh Boo Radley,

Will you not come play with us?

Pondering

While walking to the store earlier, it actually crossed my mind to become a prostitute. On the way back, I even figured out prices in my head. I would never do this, but have I stooped so low as to even ponder it? Am I so desperate in this situation that, that to make things better, I would actually contemplate doing this? Even if it puts my life in danger; just so I can contribute to this family? Just so I can bring in some source of income instead of sitting here doing nothing because I can't find an actual job. Because every job I apply to either says I'm too qualified, or they've found someone more qualified, or I "just wasn't the right fit" Prostitution is the lowest of the low in my opinion. Lower than dealing, or stripping or scamming people. Steven would leave me if he found out, and he already thinks I'm doing it as it is. My family would disown me if they found out and I would lose Lily. All around, besides the money, it's a bad idea. Nothing good can come from it, except the money. And what would be the use in having money if I had no one to secure it with ? I wouldn't be doing it for myself, I'd be doing it for my family. I'd be doing it for Lily and Steven, so I can make thing better for them. I don't care what happens to me, but they are the two most important people in my life. I would give anything, DO just about anything, to make sure they never had to worry again....